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I broke up with my girlfriend recently.  It was a pretty painful experience for me, because I really thought that she was the one.  I mean, we were really close, and I felt that we were compatible on so many levels.  I thought that it would at least go on longer than it did, but I guess that in the end, she got tired of me, or she wanted something else.  I would have tried to win her back, except that I saw something in her eyes that made me realize that it really was over.So now I’m dealing with the fallout.  I helped her move her things out of my apartment.  It was a little bit weird, of course, but I felt that she didn’t really have anyone to ask for help, so I thought I’d just try to do the right thing.  Later, I’ll need to change AOL password information, as well as some of the other passwords on some of my other accounts.  We were that close really.  I trusted her enough to let her make use of my accounts, or go through them if she wanted.  After all, I really didn’t have anything to hide.I’ll need to especially change Hotmail password information, because after the break up I was telling close friends and family about what happened, and I guess I said quite a number of mean things.  I’d hate for her to be able to read some of what I said.  Looking back, I pretty much regret saying some of those things.  That’s the thing really.  I can’t really be all that mad at her about what happened.  Those years we were together were mostly good ones, and my life was better for her being around.  The fact that she lost her affection for me sucks, but that doesn’t make her a bad person.  I just have to manage, and move forward from here.